Things move very slowly and with shadows. It does not seem that way in color, only in Black and White. I live in a world where I am alive with happiness and pain as most the world, but around me there is no expression, no drive or ambition. If the world ended today they would not be able to pick the today as any different as others. I watch and only when I look at inanimate objects or nature do I see color. Brilliant greens and so many shades of blues and reds.I feel like am drifting in the spring flowers with the green sprouts soft under my feet and then I gaze at the world I live in and there is only Black and Whites with a couple of gray shaded areas which are shadows. I can be in the house all quiet for hours with everyone in their corner like spooked spiders. Closing doors, drawing shades, head phones on or just their ears off. I make food and they take and run to their corners. I clean the dishes and push for the interaction by going into their spaces to see if they are done and I can pick up the plates. Black and White.
Oh yea! The dogs see in color. They are alive and waiting out here with me. Playing and biting, running and jumping all over. Kisses forever. The never ending love of dogs. Poor damn things living in the house of Black and White Contrasts.
What can I do? What should I do? I don't know. Dropped most of my friends. Find my self hiding in this colorless world. Waiting and waiting like for Snow White to wake up. pathetic , wasteful of the precious time we have on this earth.
Black and white. Great for photographic studies, shitty for life.
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